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Name: Ernon
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Orlando
Birthday: 3/13/1990
Gender: Male


Interests: Alot of things I guess, things from drawing, reading manga, writing stories to other things like thinking, decifering peoples thoughts, and doing things for people
Expertise: ....um....getting out of tough situations...I think..-_-
Occupation: Denizen of the corrupted canva
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 7/21/2005

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Friday, April 21, 2006

Joe-ness!

New news..new news...any new news? No. None at all. Besides me liking Maroon 5 now, read days worth of rants about how ninjas worked in the passed and all the many tools they used for their jobs, dressed like a ninja, got semi scolded for liking ninjas just because, saw some videos of ninjas that were funny, drew pictures, started story planning, contemplated the thought of practicing the guitar, forgot about the contemplative thoughts of practicing the guitars, contemplating the thought of practicing the guitar tonight when Im lonely and internet-less, taking in the fact of it being Friday, rummaging through satellite tv for a movie, thinking of two things I should prioritize myself to (learn japanese, draw more, do fitness things to become a better ninja and not die of diabetes and such, practice story writing skills so I can write that story, sleep), maijdwijhew-. I lost my words

Life has been normal, nothing life changing, the anime convention, JACON (Japanese Animation Convention), is soon, like in 2 days I think, or maybe even today. I want to go, but Im not sure..

Im afraid of Mr. Arrington's midterm (or finals, whatever) he said something about that, and Mr. Hughes is a threat.

My throat itches, bloody allergies

Alright, now I shall end this, my mind is blocking multi tasking now at the moment, tis crippling to my normal internet activities! Which are nothing...I think I just go online to see if all o' you are alive. Then fret when your not because evil golfers might of attacked you all with their white golfing balls of death! (Golfers are Ninjas natural prey~)

When I think of Ninjas I dont think of cats..sure, they match with the agile nature and flexible body, but I put them more with rats, the outlaw/outcast being living in poverty(that means poorness right?) forced to steal and sell their bodies as weapons for essentials in life.

Yo Ho ho, 2 beers and a bottle o' rum.

Well I think Im done, for now, goodnight all

T'laters


Tuesday, March 28, 2006

kon'nichi ha! (yes its actually with a ha instead of a wa in japanese) ^.^

Life is normal. Will start with that, Im forcing myself to be healthier! More milk anyway, still overdose it with the soda but, yeah. Kingdom Hearts 2 comes out tommorrow. Gonna raid Wal Mart, shotguns it is.

Ok, now that i got random outta me I will start this. Coheed and Cambria has jumped up in my favorites section. I just, just really love their songs, and the comic has semi-inspired me. Found what Everything Evil song meant, yep, as serious as I thought it was. Whatever astrological figure was giving me drawing talents must of like imploded or something, not that I dont know how to draw anymore but my hands feel like they arent mines. Odd. Just gonna have to wear these ones out too like my old ones then.(yes these ones are still black too.) My arms are Vein-ey. I could like map out my blood system in my arms area, if I poke a hole in it and it squirts forward then its an artery and if it squirts towards me then its a vein. Yay! Go biology. ^.^

Synsic project is a priority. I will abandon the internet tommorrow ((pee-shaw, i doubt that)) (shut up!) so I can work. must like, draw draw draw until my arms bleed (unintentially of course). My headphones r crap! Someone glomped me and like, crushed half of it...meh...noob glompers..need to learn from the master glompers before they even try it.

FIRE IN THE ROSE GARDEN!!!!!

They are making a movie called 666. Ever since I saw the preview I knew one thing...they didnt even THINK of the movie story yet. I swear, I know all they did was name it 666 and filmed some scary boy/girl swinging. I bet they didnt even start the movie they just knew they needed that name. Yes it comes out on 666 day, better be a good movie or other movie ppl will be pissed. I think that day will bring chaos. not neccesarily something like random flames burning us all or something but you know there will be chaos. Why? Humans! We are all going to get all riled up. people will loot, others will bomb and do crazy things that they never did before all because of fear. Then others will like rave, the scent of death makes them partay. So they will like parade through the streets burning things. I can just forsee some form of chaos even if its created by our own actions.

I must practice guitar tonight. or draw hw, one of them.

I swear ((you wont do it))...-_-..I promise ((no))...I "probably" ((good)) will take my permit test online this or next week. Cant keep shoving it away!! Then I can torment ppl on the road too. Or like slave myself to bringing you people places (a year later ne way).

-Someone Shit on the coats!- -What? I hope it wasnt on my coat-

I made this awesome island in world history today that basically they worshipped cows n mario n stuff and sacrifices and fisces throwing but hwne i had to present it of course I skipped like 75% of what i wanted to say because of my ernonness. I had the rant all planned and chuckled menacingly to myself of how great it was then just locked up and said nothing good. Ah well.

Yeah, Dane Cook is funny. I lost track of this post heheh, Mom caught me-_- gotta sneak on to post this, ok Im gone now! *snuck on*

Till laters, yo


 


Friday, March 17, 2006

I may start going to a psychologist for therapy soon. Not in my interest but whatever...

I almost drank a bug. One minute away from the cup and bam, a mosquito decides to drown itself in it..then it came back to life and tried to climb out so I could look crazy in my mother's eyes like always when I tell her of the bugs that attacks me via food tube.

I just ranted my current problems and worries to someone. I argued with them before that its pointless telling them because it wont help anything I even mapped out what they were going to say and now it happened and all I got out in return was the muscles in my arm burning because I was typing fast without supporting the weight of my arms on a flat surface and holding them up in the air idly while pushing extra blood through my veins with the excess work my hands were doing. Like dislocating your shoulder blade because you masterbated too much. Not worth it.

Found out about the story thing of Coheed and Cambria, I downloaded first parts of it, first two I believe. Want to read the rest, it inspired me to draw more. Thats what I may do on spring break since the whole cpu thing going on. Well Im gonna sign off real quick, my mind is blank, if I think of something I will post again. I may use this one more that lj now, dont see the point in writing it in the other one as much, unless its just news. This is me more secret one. You two, and all the little spies that managed to find their way here, you will all know whats going on. But Im boring so of course that means nothing.

Till later~


Thursday, March 02, 2006

Empty fields move me so much more than rooms filled up with friends

Hmm, I wrote stuff but with my luck I sent it in right when my dad cut me off. Ah well, twas only rants about stuff I guess¬_¬

I went to Megacons on Sunday, I am sunday-bounded when it comes to weekends and me going places hehe. It was cool, line took like 15-20 mins to get in, and I finally learned how they get those little wrist bands to stay together...alright so by the time I was done I walked in the shopping parts real quick, I mean like I didnt even have enough time to get lost yet..they announced the concert and I leaped over all the people skittling over there! Yet of course, I was not the first, maybe about 20 ft from the stage, I stood towards the East wing side of the who concert room....and I stood there. Like 30 mins later [between when I got there and 30 mins I made the assumption that about 20% of the masses in this room hated black people and 95% hated rappers so me dressing freely at the cons was not a good idea..and I should of brought the paint..] they started to begin, they first brought out a band called Sound Device, for about 30-60 mins they played and got everyone suped up for D'espairs Ray. After your occasional 'standing on speakers and getting in trouble for standing on wheeled speakers that is coincidently sitting halfway off the stage above un- suspecting/caring eyes they finally finished and we cheered em off! [of course me and my patheticness I didnt exert anymore than 5% of excess movement, so the most I did was take my hands out of my pocket and put them back in so I dont get sued for groping, and bobbing my head, but not noticeable bobbing, just...not..assertive like..*coughs*] Then after another 30 mins, D'espairs Ray came on! I moved my exerted energy up to 40% and cracked a smile! [yes it takes me 35% of energy just to smile...well it was more of a Grin] So they started playing~ I think they played around 8 songs, 2 of them I knew, ^_^was amazing!! It was funny when 'guy with gravity defying hair' spat water out on people, like he did it in a fountain...I dont understand it because he spat out more than he drank, and I could swear that people like opened their mouths and stuff since the blast was so concentrated, but yea I heard worst^^ [heard about rocker who pees on his ppls-.-] So that was cool, then I left, before the concert I started getting a headache because of lack of food, poo on that tho so I just went to the buying place again. I didnt do anything there except walk around in circles alone and foolish-like but when the 10 minute warning came I rushed and bought something. "YOU! LADY!" "Heylos" "You sell authentic Japanese stuff??" "Food? Yes! We have so--" "GIMMEH!" I bought some type of Rice Crispy look alike, 2 mangas [Excel Saga 3-4] and Final Fantasy Advent Children DVD!!!!><^_^. That was the second highlight of day, yet I cant watch it yet...too afraid. I need to perform sacrifices but now I know how to perform REAL sacrifices...with chocolate. GOD DOESNT WANT DEAD BODIES!!! HE WANTS CHOCOLATE. Stupid people....so yea bought things and then went home, it was cool, hoping JACON will be better, really am, I hate the megacon website, its so uninformative...it must die. Well time for meh to go, I think. Gotta get ready......
Till later~


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

TRUE/FALSE

I am a cuddler-- True

I am a morning person- False

I am an only child- False (only one under 18 tho)

I am Catholic— False

I am currently in my pajamas- False

I am currently suffering from a broken heart- uuh False.

I am okay at styling other people's hair- False

I am left handed- False

I am addicted to my myspace- False

I am very shy around the opposite gender at first- True

I bite my nails- False

I can be paranoid at times- Very True

I currently regret something that I have done- True

When I get mad I curse frequently- False (silent anger)

I don't like anyone- False

I enjoy country music- False

I enjoy jazz music- False

I enjoy smoothies- True

I enjoy talking on the phone- uuh..Not a 'talker' period but depending on the person, True

I have a car- True

I have a cell phone- True

I have/had a hard time paying attention at school- True

I have a lot to learn- True

I have a pet- True

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal- True

I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy – False. Didnt have enough of those experiences yet.  

I have all my grandparents- ??..uh..3/4 of G-parents dead. False...right?

I have at least one brother and/or sister- True

I have been to another country- True

I have been to Europe- True

I have been told that I am smart- True

I have broken a bone- False

I have Caller I.D. on my phone- True

I have bathed someone- False

I have changed a diaper- False

I have changed a lot over the past year- True (or two year)

I have done something illegal- Uuh, True

I have had major/minor surgery- False (unless tooth fillings count...)^^;

I have killed another person- False. Though I may have indirectly caused a death with karma..

I have had my hair cut within the last week- False

I have had the cops called on me- True. (I called the cops on myself, unintentially^.^)

I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't- False.



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